This is not going to be amazing writing but it’s a journal not an essay.
I really find it frustrating how important some individuals think their opinions on looks are. I think everyone can be pretty and ugly in their own way. Ugly just happens when you’re a literal sack of shit human being. All you do is just steal peoples happiness or abuse them. That’s what makes a person ugly. Yeah, we all have our preferences on what people we tend to find pretty. But do you honestly think people give a flying shit about how much you don’t like curvy, skinny, buff and etc. people? No. Frankly no one cares. No one should or will change just because you like blonde hair and fake breasts. (which is fine if you have/like both). I just find it really scary, to see how many people comment on photos, art pieces even going. “Oh man, her boobs are way to big in this drawing, gross totally not an expectation for women.” If you honestly know someone who compares real women to anime characters, why the fuck would you want to converse with them. I understand if they like the personality or the idea of that. But if your crush looks at you and says. “Honey I really wish you looked like Goku, instead of yourself.” You should probably realize that’s not something you have to deal with, and you’re beautiful the way you are. Also, people if you find someone attractive, saying things like “I want to shove my probing device up that persons asshole because dang that booty is hot”. Is not going to make most human beings find you irresistible. It makes you look like a tool, a really big tool. It’s also disrespectful to treat people like sex objects rather than you know, people with feelings and dignity. If you enjoy that attention, you’re not wrong, if you like it like that then cool you do you. It’s just start off slow and respectful. If they’re kinky, let your freak flag fly. That’s all I really gotta say is just, remember you’re a human and you should treat yourself and other people with respect.